Posts Tagged ‘blogging’

a plan

Tuesday, February 23rd, 2010

I was talking to Martin about my previous post and he suggested I do a weekly photo post on my blog. I really like this idea, as it’ll both push me in taking a photo that I’m happy with, and it’ll give people who don’t want to look at Flickr, or who are just mildly interested a way to see a photo, read what I have to say about it, and then continue to Flickr if they’re interested.

I’m leaning towards doing this, the one issue I see is making time to actually do it. I think I’m going to at least try. Thoughts?

you fake it ’till you make it, that’s the story of your life

Wednesday, September 9th, 2009

I really need to stop using song lyrics as post titles. Like, they’re fitting, but seriously, kinda cliche.

The school year has started again, and droves of new freshman are back on the $small_school campus, as well as most of the people who were here last year. Some of the freshmen probably think they know what they want to study, many probably don’t. Of those that do, a good portion will probably change their mind in their (approximately) 4 years here at $small_school. This is all ok, that’s part of what college is, right? That’s what we’re told, or at least, that’s what it felt like I was told for the 13 years I spend in the public (and quasi-private, but that’s another story) school system.

We’re told from a very young age that school is preparing us for life. In high school (or at least my high school, others might’ve been different), we were told that by the end of our four years there, we would be prepared for college, work, military, or whatever we wanted to do with our lives. I knew about halfway through high school that I wanted to study one of my current majors. People tell me I’m one of the lucky ones that knew what they wanted to “do” coming in. Now, did that mean I knew what I wanted my job to be for the rest of my life? Of course not, that would be silly.

Is it so silly to assume that I’ll know what I want to do, given that I’ve been told for a long time that I’m being “prepared for life”? Is it silly to think that after spending 13 years studying general subjects, and at least another 4 on a more specified subject area that I’ll have a goal of what I want to do with all this education? It doesn’t seem that silly. At least of the premises behind the educational system is to prepare a person for what they will do in later years. Obviously it’s better to be prepared for a field you enjoy than for a field you hate. But, at least for me, it comes down to what “prepared” means.

At the end of my four years at $small_school, will I have the skills needed to go out into the private sector into a Computer Science related job? More likely than not. Will I have the pre-requisite training to continue my education in graduate school? Very possibly. Does this mean I’m “prepared” for life? Does preparation mean “having the requisite skill-set”, or is there something deeper?

In various conversations I’ve had, I’m not the only one who isn’t sure what they want to be doing once they get out of $small_school, $medium_school, or $big_school. Clearly there are students who know what they want to do, some want to be a doctor, some want to go to grad school, some are working towards a job in journalism, and some have accepted their fate as art students who will have more difficulty finding a job in their field, but are ok with that because they love their art. But it seems as though the people who don’t know what they want to do outnumber the people who have a goal.

Is this inherently bad? No, I don’t think it is. I don’t think it’s good, but I don’t think it’s bad. Is it the job of the educational system to get students to a place where they have a starting place, and giving them the tools they need to move from there? Or is the job of the educational system strictly to give students the training to suceed in the marketplace? It seems as though $small_school takes the approach that their graduates should be fully prepared to take whatever life throws at them.

I will say, I acknowledge that this might be me turning a non-issue into an issue, because I’m trying to justify my own world spinning out of control, but I honestly think students reaching the end of their four years fit into one of three categories. 1) The students who know exactly what they want to to, 2) the students who don’t really know, but will get a job or go to grad school because it seems like the logical next step, or 3) the students who have no clue, and don’t know how to start deciding.

What’s the right answer? I don’t think there is one. Should students be pro-active in this process? Absolutely. Is this whole issue outside the domain of what the school system is striving to do? Very possibly.

Quite frankly, education and learning the content is probably the easier part of this equation.  How does one train a student to set a goal, work towards that goal, adapt should something in their plan change? How does one train a student to know what they want, or to know how to discover what they want? I’m not sure one can, but the school systems should stop professing to producing fully prepared students, or perhaps be more clear about what “prepared” means. Or maybe I should sleep more, and think less.

i’m sick and tired of being sick and tired

Sunday, August 30th, 2009

I was, initially, very unsure of whether or not I wanted to come back to $small_town, because I’ve been living in small towns for far too long, seemingly. I still don’t like small towns, and I don’t have plans to live in one for the rest of my life (clearly).

However, upon arriving in said $small_town, and seeing people (some of whom don’t live here). I think I’ve reached an epiphany. Spending time with people, and seeing Cloud Cult, and watching people (different people than the people I was spending time with), it seems as though, wait for it: people are just people. I mean, let me rephrase that, sort of. Everyone is just a person, regardless of what they’re doing. The people in Cloud Cult are just that, people, despite the spectacular music they produce.

It seems as though the way people interact with others is defined by their interpretations of who the other person/people is/are. So, for instance, talking to a professor, most people (and I did) have predisposed ideas about what a professor is, and you treat the professor accordingly.

Deep, right? Well, it’s not, but it seemed that way when I “discovered” it. It struck me as interesting that we define our interactions based on our own ideas of who someone is. Not how that person defines themselves, and not going into the interaction with a completely open mind and seeing where it goes.

What this means, at least in my context, is that I’m now more conscious. I’m not interested in judging people based on “who they are”, I’m interested in having a conversation/connection with them, as people. Everyone has a life story, let that define them, not what your pre-conceived notions of them are. It’s refreshing, in a way, because a lot of my angst-inducing stuff recently (within the past year?) seems to be centered around what other people thought of who I was, sort of. Or rather, I never felt like I was getting enough out of whatever I was doing. I sort of felt like I was drifting aimlessly, not really finding anything meaningful (outside of one person who I don’t see enough, my family, and other select few).

So, I guess what I’m trying to get at is that the way people interact gives meaning to that interaction, and then many interactions give meaning to day to day life. So, does this mean that my conclusion is that our lives are meaningless without interactions with others? No, but I’m not sure why. I’m sure I’ll get there, but that’s outside this scope.

In short, I need to re-adjust the way I’m looking at life. I don’t like this sort of “inherent instability” in the way life is happening.

this thing still exists?

Sunday, June 7th, 2009

Apparently so. Past few weeks have been busy, what with spending time in the $cities (you’ll know what I mean by ‘the cities’, if you don’t, I’m not telling you) and going to a conference at Stanford University.

Time spent seeing my lady-friend was awesome, and makes the whole distance thing that much harder.

California was also awesome, good to see those people again, topics were informative, weather was nice and sushi was cheap. All around a good time.

I don’t really have a topic, I just realized I haven’t written in forever. Hopefully I’ll be able to come up with something soon.

TTFN

the fat lady started singing

Friday, May 8th, 2009

Classes are officially over for this year. I’m a little bit bummed, because I made a lot of good friends through newspaper and what-have-you that were seniors. This means, then, that they’re graduating. Some are off to Pittsburgh, others to Kentucky, but regardless, they won’t be in Morris.

It’s awesome that classes are done, I’ve got 2 papers and 3 finals to finish up, and then I’m done-sies (not a word, I know). Ooh! The EC/AI project that Martin and I have been working on (with another kid who’s online presence I’m not wildly aware of, he’s @ChronoProdigy on twitter.) is finished, and we’ll be “presenting” it on Wednesday. I hope to do a more in-depth post, possibly as the first post for my “professional” site that I’m considering (think resume, but more in depth, a list of projects I’ve done/worked on, etc. etc. Basically a way to market myself).

I’m excited for summer to start.

static to noise ratio

Thursday, April 16th, 2009

I’ve been thinking recently about the concept of blogging, and what it means in certain contexts. In a lot of cases, bloggers are breaking news before mainstream news sources do. Other times, blogs are putting a new, different, perspective on something that is currently happening. It’s part of what happens on the internet, and it’s become almost common knowledge at this point.

You’ll find mainstream news sources picking up what prominent bloggers say, and using it as a source for their own reporting. Other times you find bloggers picking up what other bloggers are saying, and building off of that. It’s almost as though bloggers have become the front-line filter between what’s happening, and what gets reported.

Recently, one of my friends wrote about his thoughts on political issues, which he doesn’t normally do. I’ve been finding a lot of what this particular person writes to strike a certain chord with me, and it hits home more than what I find myself reading elsewhere. I acknowledge I’m biased, and I acknowledge that a lot of what he writes isn’t exactly synthesis of what’s going on around him, but more his general view on the world.

This concept made me wonder what bloggers are actually doing. Yeah, a lot of them are reporting things first, but many do also put their own outlook on it into their writing. In terms of fact, you tend to need to sift through the opinion stuff. That said, there’s a lot of good material, and many times, the opinions are well thought out.

What you’ll often see when reading through blogs is that they’re addressing a current political issue, seemingly in the hopes that someone, somewhere, will read what they have to say. I think this seems to be the crux of the issue. You find mainstream news sources (I’m looking at you CNN) occasionally taking posts from the internet (or blogosphere, if you prefer that term. I don’t) and using these posts as a basis for their reporting. How do they pick what they report on?

Because of the apparent level of opinion on a topic that gets put into blog posts, it’s clear that blogging isn’t just idle writing by people who are bored. It’s clear that people think they have an audience, or they wouldn’t continue doing it. Presumably these people’s audience tends to agree with the people writing, or they wouldn’t continue to read the writing. What this means, in the end, is that there are large amounts of people with similar opinions on issues, expressing these issues on the internet. One would think politicians would pay attention to this.

What seems curious to me is this: Arguably all of these bloggers, and readers, and commenters, and people linking to other blogs all have valid, viable opinions that are worth discussing. Why aren’t their views being discussed until after they filter through the mainstream news media? It seems as though it’s because there are just simply too many people, all talking at once. Consider for a second the general metaphor of signal in the noise (derived from old broadcasting terminology, the signal is what you’re looking for, the noise is a bunch of other junk that is also broadcast, but not useful). It seems, at least superficially, that all of these bloggers (and subsequently commenters, etc.) have opinions at least relatively worth listening to. If we follow the previously mentioned metaphor, all of these bloggers are signal.

Clearly there’s a lot of other stuff going on (the noise in our metaphor), but even still, the signal should be getting picked up. To a degree, it is. Things like the Huffington Post try to take the best of their pool of bloggers, and give it a public face. Places like CNN tend to take stories that are showing up in a lot of blogs, and synthesizing them further, then reporting them. Is this really where blogging is headed? Are bloggers really just the front-lines of news? Does news really have to go event->blogs (potentially repeated 10 times)->mainstream news->the masses? That’s potentially n+3 times of interpretation of what happens (where n is the number of bloggers the stuff goes through before it hits the final blogger that then causes mainstream news to pick it up).

I’m not sure what my point is, it’s 2:15am, and I should’ve been asleep an hour ago. Ultimately, it seems as though bloggers aren’t being heard the way they should be, which really boils down to the idea that the masses/governement/mainstream news isn’t really listening to the opinions of the people. Yes, bloggers have a lot of signal in the scheme of the overall broadcast, but I worry that even this signal from the bloggers is too noisy. That is, by the nature of blogging, and having lots of people doing it, the signal becomes a type of noise in it’s own right. How do we find the signal in the signal in the nosie?

i can haz gewd grammeh plz? kthxbai

Thursday, March 12th, 2009
to UMMSTUDENTS@lists.umn.edu
subject [UMMSTUDENTS] check boxes at po b4 lvg

Dear Students,

A reminder:   Please check your UMM post office boxes before leaving for spring break.
Have a wonderful spring break.

I want you to look at this email that I received from the school today. In particular, look at the subject like. More specifically, look at where it says “check boxes at po b4 lvg”. Now you see the issue. No? You don’t see the issue?

Let me explain. It’s very unfortunate that young people, as it stands currently, tend to use ‘txt speak’ when writing, either on instant messengers, using SMS (text messaging), and even email. The trends have shown that young people are using ‘txt speak’ more and more. Now, This doesn’t entirely annoy me (ok, it does, but that’s not what we’re talking about), because obviously SMS only allows messages to be sent using 160 characters or less. There is something to be said for shortening what you’ve written in order to make it fit the allotted length. There might even be something to be said about using bastardized abbreviations when using an instant messenger, to allow for quick responses while you’re working on other things.

I get angered/annoyed at my peers when they use ‘txt speak’ in normal conversations via instant messenger, it’s more forgivable when done via SMS, but it’s absolutely unacceptable in email. First, email has no character limit. Second, email is a medium intended for longer responses, and thus requires some attention when writing. By the time you’ve decided to write an email, you’re already opening up your mail client of choice, and you’ve already started the process.

Furthermore, one of the things that annoys me the most is when adults start using ‘txt speak’. Yes, it’s a little bit hypocritical, because it’s holding adults to a higher standard than I’m holding my peers to. With reason though. Adults haven’t grown up with technology in the same way myself and my peers have. Obviously there are exceptions to this rule, but overall, adults are less familiar with technology than those of my generation. Furthermore, for years it has been the adults who have been claiming that technology is ruining the English language, that students are to the point of submitting academic papers with abbreviations or ‘txt speak’ in them.

I agree, as it happens. ‘txt speak’ is causing my generation to write differently. I occasionally find myself writing ‘w/’ in a paper instead of ‘with’, but I go back and correct it, because I don’t want to ruin our language. I don’t want to devalue spelling/grammar, I think good writing skills is crucial to expression and communication.

My point is, it’s bad enough when my generation uses ‘txt speak’, because it means we’re moving towards bastardization of our language in the future. It’s worse when ‘adults’ (those older than my generation) use ‘txt speak’ (particularly in email), because it means they’ve already started corrupting the language, and my generation has a lot less work to do. This isn’t a good thing!

I propose an active movement on the part of my generation to fight against the ‘txt speak’ that seems so pervasive. Start using proper grammar, proper spelling, and proper punctuation.

Also, let me just say: inb4 ‘grammar nazi’, n00b.

same old funk

Sunday, March 8th, 2009

I feel like I keep falling into the same pattern in my life. It’s not even just in $school-town, it’s wherever I am. I have a routine, and I follow it. But after a while, this routine doesn’t change, and there doesn’t seem to be anything interesting anymore.

This concept is recurring seemingly. Something new and interesting always seems to be creation, of some sort. Whether that means writing code, lyrics, taking pictures, mashing out a melody on my keyboard, drawing (during class), or even just dreaming up ideas, there’s some ‘creative’ (I use this term loosely, as most wouldn’t consider dreaming or coding creative) process going on . Some process with the intent to ‘create’.

I’m not yearning (I hate that word, for no good reason) to create something for other people, or really even for the public-ness that comes with creation. I want to do it, because I want to do it. I don’t have a reason, but I feel like it’s necessary. It’s something interesting that forces me out of my routine.

When I’m not doing something ‘creative’, or interesting, I find myself falling into (despair normally goes here :-P ) some sort of up and down groove. It’s just what it is, I don’t have an answer one way or the other.

FIX IT!

quoi?

Sunday, March 1st, 2009

I haven’t written, partially because I don’t have anything to write about, and partially because I’ve been incredibly busy. I’ve been doing homework, writing research proposals, seeing the girlfriend. It all leaves small amounts of time for introspection and writing (that isn’t related to anything else). I have nothing really to say, except welcome to my new server, I hope you enjoy your stay. With luck I’ll be able to write later this week.

It’s been a while

Wednesday, July 16th, 2008

It’s been quite a while since I did this, and I don’t really know why. I think it’s because I can’t ever figure out what to write about, and I’m sure noone is reading this anyway. Whatever.

I was thinking earlier today about why people blog, and what the point of it is. On the surface, it seems to be purely just a way for people to spit their opinions on the world, with little to no thought as to what their saying. Or, even if they do think about what their saying, it’s still rather… well, it seems sort of ego-centric.

The term originated from the word ‘web-log’. I guess that sort of means like an online journal. An online journal that everyone can see, and everyone gets to read, and comment on, and fawn over your infinite wisdom. I can live with that.

Or, I can live with that if they fawn over me. I don’t ever do anything interesting in my life, so there’s no real reason for people to fawn.

This post has gone on for far too long, and I haven’t said anything of substance. Check back next time for more lack of substance!

-JTS