I’m feeling stifled again, and I’ve only been in $rural_minnesota for like, 3 days. This isn’t good.
I’m trying to come up with constructive things to do, keep myself busy so I don’t have to too much time to think about things. That’s when I get myself into trouble, when I get too contemplative. For whatever reason, falling back into the same old thing always does this to me, regardless of where I am. I don’t know why.
Maybe it’s related to spending all my time on the computer, where there’s always something happening, always something new for me to see and experience. Maybe it’s because I’m never truly happy where I’ve been (wow that’s emo, enough of that). I don’t know, I’m just feeling kinda… blah.
I’m working to keep my grades up and good this semester, last semester didn’t go well at all. I’m also trying to keep myself busy outside of school work (extra-curriculars, jobs, creativity, etc.), so that I don’t have that much down time.
Down time is obviously important, but too much of it makes me stir crazy, and I can’t deal.
I don’t mean to whine, I’m just kinda… meh. Kind of in a funk, and I’m not terribly sure why. Regardless, it’ll pass. It always does.
With luck, I’ll have formed more angry opinions in the next couple days, and we’ll be back to our regularly scheduled programming.
